December 2010
8 posts
Firsts
There’s been a lot of firsts for me this year, let’s see what I can remember:
1) First real permanent job - which comes with a lot of other firsts: first time drawing a salary over 1K, first time being a supervisor, first time giving money to my parents, and so on…
2) First time owning a Lomo cam…Or should I say five??? LOL. I have 5 right now - my Superheadz, Holga...
Proof (2005)
Watching this now. Mainly because of Jake Gyllenhaal? Good thing he doesn’t do crap movies. Oh I like Anthony Hopkins too, actually.
Within the first 10 minutes I find something I can identify with.
Father (Anthony Hopkins): Crazy people don’t sit around wondering if they’re nuts.
Daughter (Gwyneth Paltrow): They don’t?
Father: Of course not! They’ve got better...
Something I strongly believe:
A man without a conscience does not have love in his heart.
If a man has love in his heart, he doesn’t need morals.
He’ll be guided by love, and while he may not always do the right things in the eyes of the world, to me, he’s coming from the right place.
I don’t believe in morals. They come only from a place of condemnation and judgement-...
Whoa.
This week’s episode of Bones blew me away. It’s been mainly fluff for a while now, something I was just watching out of loyalty, because I’m still attached to the characters.
In this episode Bones finally cracks, so to say, and it’s so heartbreaking when she finally admits her feelings for Booth, but it’s too late. He’s moved on, and it’s too late. She...
Having too much time makes me introspective...
I used to cry a lot. Especially during my uni days where I basically lived at home. I thought it was normal. Then I did my crying study and it turned out that only 2 or 3 other people in my sample of 100 cried as much as I did on a monthly basis.
Then I thought, Meh, people just aren’t in touch with their emotions.
Honestly, I don’t miss those days. When I think of those days I just...
So here's the deal...
I don’t wanna get married.
I don’t wanna have kids.
Maybe I’m just in denial, because of bad experiences and my own stubbornness and inability to get close to people.
There was a time when I really wanted to get married and have kids, the whole shebang.
I don’t know. It’s just, I look at my parents and I see my future if I get married. No thanks, I’d rather...
Horror Movie Dream
Maybe it’s the hormones (yeah blame everything on the hormones haha) but I have been having really intense dreams lately. Usually adventure/mission/RPG type dreams that are very vivid and feel like they are hours long. Which is normal I suppose because I tend to have those dreams a lot, just that those lately are more intense.
This week I dreamt that I was dead but didn’t realise...