For posterity’s sake
I tweeted this earlier today and with the rate at which I tweet (or spam), I reckon I’d better record it somewhere so that one day when I’m sad, I can dig out this post and read it to remind myself that on a certain day in January, I was once so positive…
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Don’t know why but I seem to feel a lot more at ease w/ M lately. Maybe it’s just cos’ I’ve been in a good mood most of the time.
Work is good, I am good, colleagues are good (more or less)…I hope this sets the mood for 2012 (and beyond)!!
Sometimes I can barely believe it. I worry that this is only temporary respite…but worrying abt that NOW is kind of jumping the gun innit?
But there will be bad days. Life is such. I just wanna be grateful for all I have even when times are bad. Don’t wanna sink into depression.
I need to learn that a couple of bad days/months/yrs does not mean my life sucks forever. I need to learn how to let go of things.
I need to learn that my history need not define me. I need to learn that I’m worthy, even though I’m flawed & very much a work in progress.
Omg I’m so touched by my own realisations lol. I do believe this is what they call an epiphany.
