Second Thoughts

Sorry to be so freaking emo and melodramatic but this is simply how I feel right now…

These lyrics are a mirror to my thoughts at this moment. Dark, and jaded, and I’m still amazed this girl was only 19 when she wrote them.

“…But my mind has fucked me over more times than any man could ever know

Maybe I should give up, give in
Give up trying to be thin
Give up and turn into my mother
God knows I love her

And I’m sorry to whichever man should meet my sorry state
Watch my steady lonesome gait and beware
I will never love a man cos’ love and pain go hand in hand
And I can’t do it again”