Second Thoughts

因为你,谢谢你。

For all the guys I’ve ever liked. For every guy who thought he liked or loved me, but didn’t, not really. For every guy who didn’t see and appreciate me.

It hurt every time, yes. Sometimes too much. I still fear feeling that pain.

But - thank you. Thank you for misleading me, thank you for hurting me, thank you for the kindness you showed me, thank you for the late night conversations, thank you for all of the new experiences I’ve had because of you.

Thank you for taking my naivete. Thank you for showing me that love is not a fairytale but a journey. And I’ll retain my innocence, and my faith. Because of you, I’m all the more closer to being with someone who makes me feel like this:

I think this post shows that somehow, despite everything, I’m still a big ol’ sappy romantic. Sigh.